When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be,” Lao Tzu
Sometimes I feel like I want to hibernate for months on end, be an anti-social recluse like Salinger and selfishly create art,
But you’ve got to pay the bills, make the rent, go to work and maintain real-life relationships,
Sometimes I used to wish I was never ever a creative person at all,
I’d think maybe I should’ve studied Medicine or Law; I would have made a lot more money,
But sometimes you just got to go and do other things, get on a plane and travel, meet new people; have fun and gain new experiences,
Sometimes people close to you cannot see what it is you do, as an artist, and what it’ll amount to, sometimes I used to think maybe they have a point,
But as I sat in a coffee shop a few summers ago mad-relaxed looking out of a floor-to-ceiling window at the busy 9-to-5 rush hour traffic I said to myself, “Pah! What do they know.”
Sometimes it’s easy to take your passion for granted; your egg-shell fragile ego and confidence can be shattered,
Then you’ll see a great film or play; go to a brilliant exhibition, or hear some band with a raw new sound on the radio and you’ll remember why you first became an artist,
Sometimes when I look back at the times when I could’ve quit I’m glad I kept going,
As it is from all of those sometime moments that I created the art that is my most authentic and rewarding.
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Comments
The Process.
I hear you! The process is not easy, so many people have abandoned their dream for money and found themselves in an unhappy environment.
I too once used to live a 9 to 5 existence working in an office and found no happiness in it. When I left and followed my dream the happiness came back. The key is to find a balance with your talent and making money at the same time in a creative field.
If there were no creative people life would be boring!